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In the Name of Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful

Alhamdulillah... MCQ, essay and OSCE had passed... but felt a little bit down... huhu...

After went home this morning (pas OSCE).. wanted to call my parents a lot but I failed to connect with the internet... arrggghhhh!

but then... Allah knows the BEST for me... =)

after breaking my fast... when I entered my room and there was 2 missed calls from my mom! woha! but credits kong~ huhu...

I prayed for the third one and there is it! 

"Assalamualaikum mak!"

huhu...

very grateful! even it was only 8minutes and 14seconds call at 1808... I feel more peaceful~

Alhamdulillah!

I LOVE YOU, MAK AYAH!

muahh..muah!

ok.. still have to fight for medical terminology paper... pray for me! ;)

15 Safar 1432H

In the Name of Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful


Alhamdulillah... still can see the world after 19 years! Alhamdulillah!
haha... you must wondering right? hehe... I was born on 15 Safar 1413H... ngeee~ my family wished during I called them today... =)

ok... today is the first day of my exam... yes! oh my bufday! hehe... Alhamdulillah... Allah give me calm all the way...  Alhamdulillah...

after I perform my Subuh prayer... my phone was vibrated... I was wondering... whose want to call me this such early morning? then I took my phone and thats my father' call! woha! he wished me all the best and remind me to stay calm... =) my mum also give me the strengthen words! love them! even the call duration was only for 1 minutes 53 seconds at 0606... =)

insya-Allah.... RABBUNA YUSAHHILNA!



*just simplest post... hehe... wish me luck!

exam...

In the Name of Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful




Alhamdulillah... still can be here... even quiet a long time not posting anything... huhu... 
*nak exam la konon kan* hehe..


it supposed today I have finished all my cases but I'm still struggling understand them! woha! 


yesterday skype with my family... after a week I guess... huhu.. my sweet mother also asking why I was not contact them... NO! not because I'm forgetting them not yet I'm busy... no... no.... its just because I don't want to disturb them.. pity them to stand till late night waiting for me... i'm guilty!


but seriously! 

I MISS BOTH OF MY PARENTS DAMN SO MUCH!

yesterday.... a lot of things I had shared with them... huhu~  *happy*


then.. my father said that after this we will celebrate our family' birthday according to Hijri calendar... you know what... I'm excited! haha... my father said that he decided as that because want us become more alert to Hijri date... =)  then.. I checked my birthday.. its 15 Safar 1413H! and its on my FIRST DATE OF EXAM! this wednesday... woha! 
*hope there will be barakah for me... amin~*


so.. wish me luck for my exam... this 19 Jan 2011 till 26 Jan 2011... Rabbuna yusahhilna! amin~


but... I'm missing my friends... the memories as studying together... doing a lot of silly things to release tension... haha... its keep dancing in my mind! phew~ 
mm... and seriously.. I never forget bout someone... O Allah... why the memories keep hitting my mind more in this time for exam preparation? 
its a test... yup... its not more than just a test for me.... strengthen me O Allah! 


I hope your doa will always be with me! pray for me... =) for my life and my here after...

see yOu soOn!




I want to share many things but wait till I'm done with my exam okay? huhu~

alhamdulillah

In the Name of Allah Most Gracious Most Merciful

actually I'm not thinking to post anything... mmm... but I feel that I have to post something.... woha!

Alhamdulillah... just after couples of minutes skype with my superb lovely parents! *miSs them so MUCH!* I'm feeling sad because of 'critical' condition there.. there were increasing market prices... social problems... and politics! huh~ 

me.. here... Alhamdulillah... can get enough to afford buy this and that... can eat these and those... 
argh!
 but my family.. my friends at my home town? 

hmmmm....

 it's can't make sense dude!

what I feel right now? guilty? mm.. sad? can't describe it... 

Ya Rabb... You know every single things.... 

the best comes from You... 

aku berserah segalanya kepada-Mu...

 peliharalah orang yang aku cintai...

 peliharalah mereka.. 

Kaulah sebaik baik penolong dan sebaik baik pelindung..... 

tawakal kepada-Mu~

mmm... still in study week mode... (is it?) 

mmm.. floating like my father said... 

keep my attention on studying... 

but I not realized that a lot of things goes around me... many things happen! and... 

BUMP! fuhh...

 its open my eyes, my mind and my heart!

 make me regret because I had complaining many times before... without knowing that actually Allah always give the BEST for me! always be with me... always give me feel the peace... 

pardon me, Ya Rabbana~

*shame of me*

oh dear myself... 

be THANKFUL!

*I'm very sorry... don't know what happen to this entry... woha!*